Having minor panic attacks...

... if you can have 'minor' panic.

I sub to a 'June Baby Board', and two of the women there have already had their babies... at 31 and 34 weeks!

Eek!

That's part one of the panic, that's far too early. Even though I've bought everything, and have already packed my bags... I'm just not READY at 30 weeks.

Part two is that I've had nightmares a couple of times over the past week of my waters breaking - with Biblical preportions... imagine the parting of the Red Sea and you'll be close.

What if they go while I'm in the middle of the supermarket?

Part three... I just watched the end of that 'Life Before Birth' programme. BLOODY HELL!! There wasn't any blood and guts, but, when the babies head started crowning, I almost had to cover my eyes. My insides turned to jelly.

I've been fooling myself for the last 30 weeks. WHAT was I thinking?!?!